I'm just... tired

Not physically tired, just emotionally. A lot of things make me emotionally tired, but this one thing has been bothering me lately. 

I feel like I care too much about people who don't care about me. Or that they care about me, but don't want anything to do with me because I'm too boring or something. I just tired of pouring my heart out to these guys and just watching it get stepped on. It doesn't make me happy, and it doesn't feel like a two way friendship. It feels like a one way friendship. I can tell my friends that they're amazing, beautiful, congratulations, good job, way to go, I love you, give shout outs to them, etc. But when I need something like that said to me... I get nothing. It's like I give, they take, but don't give back. And even if they do give back, it's on rare occasions. Like it's never constant. 

I know I'm shy and I don't say much, but that doesn't mean I can't be a good friend. Just because I don't Skype doesn't mean you can't talk to me. I'm not comfortable with Skype calling. Maybe one day I will be, but until that day, you can still talk to me. Friendship is not all about Skype calling.

Here's an example of what I'm feeling: My friends put up this questionnaire on Twitter that basically say "Every favorite this gets, I'll answer a question" So I favorite theirs so I can get to know them more. But when I post the questionnaire, I get no favorites. When I do get favorites, it's only like one or two, three tops. It's like no one wants to get to know me as much as I want to get to know them.

I feel like I can't ever be in a close relationship with anyone due to the fact that I'm shy, not comfortable with Skype calls, not being able to play a game with someone, talk about a game with someone, joke around, etc.

Maybe I should find another group of friends? Maybe a group I can relate to and fit in with? Because the group I'm "sort of" in now... I don't feel like I fit in with them at all anymore. And it's not their fault. They're all close and good friends to each other. It's me that's the problem.  

I may be acting overemotional about this, but it's how I feel. And I'm not going to apologize for my feelings; no one should.